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In Search of Martin
Luther
I was lodged
comfortably in
a hotel at Erfurt,
the city that once had the reputation of being the Rome of Thuringia
because
of its many churches and monasteries. It was shortly after the
“Wende,”
the Turn or Change, as East Germans were calling the profound peaceful
revolution that had taken down the Berlin Wall and demolished a
totalitarian
regime.
Growing up in the
west, we
had always hoped for reunification but never really believed it would
happen
during our lifetime. Before coming to North America, I had lived in
West Berlin and crossed the East German corridor
quite
often. Traveling by car was less depressing than the journey by train,
with
its obligatory wait in no-man’s-land, the shuffling boots of the
East
German border guards, their automatic-guns shouldered and the dogs
sniffing
at our feet. The pensioners from the east returning from a visit to
their
relatives in the west always looked fearful that they would be asked to
relinquish the few precious possessions they had brought back home into
the
worker’s paradise, as Communist Germany was euphemistically called
by
its promoters.
Now as I was waiting
in my
hotel for the cab to take me to nearby Stotternheim, I still
couldn’t
believe that there was no longer any border, that all of this was now
one Germany,
and
that no guards were going to interrogate me as to my intentions of
traveling
to the east.
I had come back to
eastern Germany
to
explore what I had always wanted to see: Martin Luther’s haunts,
the
Cathedral of Erfurt where he was ordained priest, the cell in which he
had
been troubled as a monk with doubts and despair, questioning whether he
might
ever find a gracious God that would accept him. And then there was
Wittenberg, where
he
experienced his religious breakthrough and insight that not his own
deeds but
God’s grace would make him righteous. There was his old monastery
in
which he and his wife Katie lived after the monks had left, and there
was the
city church, in which he had spoken out against indulgences, and
finally,
there was the castle church, where, according to his friend Melanchthon,
he
had posted his 95 Theses on the door.
But I was particularly
interested in one place that had been decisive for Luther’s early
religious
vocation as a monk: Stotternheim, where he was nearly struck down by
lightning, and in his anguish and despair had cried out to St. Anne,
patron
saint of miners like his father, and made a vow to enter the
monastery.Stotternheim was not promoted for
tourism
during the communist period because it lay uncomfortably close to the
Russian
military headquarters.
Even people in nearby
Erfurt had
forgotten
the former place of protestant pilgrimage. Only a few local insiders
knew the
locale and had maintained it against the will of the communist
apparatchiks.
But now Stotternheim beckoned to be rediscovered, and I had resolved to
do
so.
As I entered the
cabby’s
brand new white Mercedes, which he had polished meticulously to impress
potential customers, I asked the driver whether he knew where
Stotternheim
was. I was lucky, not only did he know Stotternheim, he knew it very
well,
because his wife and in-laws were from that community. He assured me he
could
take me there in the shortest possible time.
But my next question,
whether he knew the location near Stotternheim where Martin Luther on
the
second of July 1505 had nearly lost his life in a violent thunderstorm,
was
met with utter astonishment and incomprehension. No, he had never, ever
heard
about such a thing. And to prove that I must surely be mistaken, he
turned on
his CB. In no time all the cabbies in the vicinity of Erfurt questioned, denied, laughed and
cried about this preposterous suggestion by a German-Canadian ignoramus,
who
thought that Luther was ever frightened by lightning near their
Stotternheim.
By the time we had reached the outskirts of Stotternheim, he thought
that the
multitude of his colleagues had finally convinced me that no such action
had
ever taken place in 1505.
But I didn’t
give up
that easily since I had told my students at MUN for years that
Stotternheim
did exist and that Luther had experienced there a profound change in his
life
that sent him into the monastery. I still had a trump up my sleeve, a
description of how to find the place in a book from 1891. The problem
was
only that we were now counting the Year of our Lord 1991, just a hundred
years later. As we approached a prominent turn in the road that would
have
taken us to downtown Stotternheim, I had a hunch that the unpaved road
into
the fields to my right might be the road mentioned in my guide from the
past
century. I now begged the driver to take a chance and proceed straight
ahead
into the fields instead of continuing on the pavement into the village.
The man complied but
immediately regretted having followed my advice as we hit one pothole
after
another, and his immaculate white Mercedes turned into shades of darker
and
darker fatigue. Finally we observed a house on the left side of the
road, and
I suggested that we stop and ask the occupants whether they knew where
Martin
Luther had experienced his dramatic encounter. Unfortunately, only a dog
answered when we knocked on the door. My driver had by now reached the
deepest level of despair. Staring at the mud on his formerly white cab,
he
was ready to return to civilization no matter what. And, yet, from the
road I
could see in the distance an outcrop of trees, and I promised my unhappy
companion that if this was not the place that I was looking for we would
return
at once to Erfurt.
Pressing on through
more
potholes and field stones, we finally reached the outcrop. There, as if
struck by lightning myself, I could see a crude monument. As I came
closer I
saw that devoted hands had written onto a slab of red sandstone with
white
paint: “Here, young Luther was shown the way by
lightning from heaven.”
And on the other side one could read Luther’s exclamation:
“St.
Anne help me, I will become a monk!” as well as the explanation
“Wendepunkt
der Reformation,” turning point of the Reformation.
Even the cabby was
now caught up in my enthusiasm about a place
nearly forgotten but rediscovered by a traveler from distant Newfoundland.
I’m
still teaching my students that near Stotternheim, Luther’s life
was
profoundly changed during a thunderstorm.
© 2001 by Hans Rollmann
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